I recommend you read that book and do the exercises.
I also suggest reading your comment aloud. I also did
My sincere question
Why the word hate and anxious is coming up?
Just be kind to yourself and write your answer that question. No need to share with anyone.
Also for your own self write down three actions with money that made you
1. Not feel anxious but abundant and thankful
2. Not hate or think that others hated you.

Then watch how your relationship with money is evolving.
Best wishes