This feels so stressed and as though you are being compelled to do something you don't like. However we authors are not here to feel stressed or burden ourselves. I personally feel being true to ourselves and being authentic is important. Asking questions like these can help come up with content
" What is it that I am naturally good at with which I can help others?
"Why am I Writing?"
What are some benefits of Writing?
Can I weave my writing into my daily routine tasks and create an educated piece?